It feels like I'm living Bilbo's life, in that, there is so much to be done or said and I feel spread too thin. I have been working hard on remaining positive and doing my best to exude happiness. Because the truth is, I am happy. There are just strings attached that hold me to some unfavorable things and I do not hold the power, nor want the power to cut them. One good thing leads to another. I see it happen most every day. And I wouldn't change a thing about what it took to get here. I need understanding. And I wish more people desired me the way I do them. But I am not in control of anyone but myself, so, I wait.